I came, I saw…but I’m not sure if I’m interested in conquering. I mean I love my city (Toronto and Montreal) but I think I’m….let me re-phrase that. I know I’m getting bored. This should be no surprise. I get bored extremely easily; main characteristic of a Sagittarius by the way. I can’t even sit at work for an hour straight; I make several trips to the printer just to keep myself from bugging out. I change my hair every other day, I change my circle of friends often (love my ladies though). Its time for me to change my environment, as well as my perspective on things in life. I’m a very appreciative person, but im sure I could go about it differently. I’d like to give back somehow but not sure how sometimes. I even question sometimes if I can make a difference or not. Anyhow, that delves a lil deeper than I need to go right now. I’ve said this to say that I think…I will …I want to travel. Now for some this may be nothing but a plane ticket away. But for myself I believe some mental preparation will be in order. I wanna see Europe, France, Italy, Greece, Rome, Austria, Thailand, Africa…all of it…maybe not all right away or at the same time, but for the most part I’d like to have it done before the children come. Ya Dig!
This year is a year of transition and preparation. That’s all that’s been going on for me over the past few months; moved out, got a car, got a husband and solidified a few relationships (and that’s what the Asian lady said at the salon when I was taking her extensions out…very insightful) But that’s all the preparation for my future. The only thing missing in terms of “preparation” is finances…but I mean money mek an money spend…I’m overqualified for every job I’ve ever had so it aint no thing to find work. In terms of career I can mold n move things around for that…but it still comes down to finances. That aside, before I lock myself down with all those responsibilities and commitments I would like to see some parts of the world, this planet is so huge and a lot of people have just isolated themselves to their front step. Some don’t even leave their area codes…sad ye?
Not this gal. So my plan for next year (yes next year because I have to get those finances in order and finish paying off that car) I have a dear friend/sister/amiga in France who just cant wait for me to come there in May. So we’ll discuss my return for about 6-8 months next year. I’m gonna see as much as I can see. I’m one holiday working visa away from seeing the world. Why the heck not, again…I aint got no kids, work is everywhere (recession or not) my man travels like crazy, my girls r gonna do the same. Really the worst thing that would happen is that I would miss home. But that is a lesson in itself. Remember my request for appreciation. There u go, I’ll appreciate home even more when I get back, as well as have a better understanding of what appreciation is from another angle. Sigh……..yup….it’s officially set in stone and if for some un-divine reason I don’t follow through with it….them I’m the biggest **insert bad word here and disappointed face** in life.
Real Life Ladies Honor its goin down
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